Artist: K.A.A.N. Album: Ampersand (S) Song: Ampersand Typed by: AZ Lyrics Overdosing and comatosing, I'm barely breathing What's a dream differed if you the one that don't believe it I present a different thesis projected through my secretion My competition is seething, but knowledge is what I'm seeking IIII kill it right off of the bat and I'm bringing the heat A nigga would never compete The people are waiting to see The realest of rappers that get on the beat With the way that I murder the flow and I show when I go at incredible speeds I'm something that you never seen, my lyrics are mean I'm turning 'em all into fiends, and giving a villainous scheme They hearing the scream, I said that I'm reigning supreme The fuck did you mean? A nigga is living the dream, I'm broke and I never rest I get in bed and I give it a maximum effort Dependent upon the endeavor, they figure the fork And I said that I'm feeling the vibe A lyrical Jekyll and Hyde is really alive I craft a masterful sentence like a scientific formula Form of the fornication I formulated defacing Then pacing, taking my time but I'm tryna develop patience Preposterous that your ponderance possibly wasn't vacant Mistaking my dedication for degradation with decadence Destitute and aloof I'm eluding ever-evasively My focus and concentration taken with inconsideration Here's the situation, I could be a future constellation Minus consternation, this sentence is just because I made it Confiscated from the complications of my confirmation Guess my conversations are compilations of records Was lacking some type of content, they wanted the realest of concepts The way that I spit it I said it at convents, enough of your nonsense I'm coming up quick with this shit and I'm giving it quick, the music is filling they clips I think I'm accustomed to hate, 'cause people are fake and that's why I can never relate The time that that took to create The passion I have is the reason I feel that I'm great Was given at birth, determine a personal worth, they said that the flow wouldn't work Instead I'mma leave 'em immersed, I'm putting my pain up inside of a verse I'm dotting my I's and I'm crossing my T's I'm one of the best that nobody has seen They came in to know me fatigued, the moment they leave, I said that I'm taking a leave But why are you looking confused, the beat is abused Now wait you amused, the fuck was the literal muse I'm giving a beautiful view, you came in the game with a crew I do what I do and I'm doing it better than you, but I thought that you already knew I murder the beat and I said that I rip in it right, it's everything that you like I masterminded a massacre, manifested majestically Mutilated your majesty, marginally imagining Fathoming you could ever step to me but never recklessly Or disrespectfully accept to dissipate discrepancies I speak insistently as I simplify for the listener Sympathize with the sinister, magnify it for menaces Maximizing the minuscule, minimal effort given By rappers making a living, for instance I been insisting This game's in need of assistance, persistence has been the difference The time I put into my sentences so you remember this relentlessness Offended with pads, pencils, and pendulums Popping pills of prescriptions, proprietors of addiction A crucifix oughta fix 'em, that's automatic forgiveness An artificial confession that's purifying your senses What I spit is A-I-D-S, are you impressed? My flow's an immune deficiency as I officially But more specifically proficiently, even known as prolifically But I'm envisioning that They loving the way that I'm making it drop I come for the tip of the top who wanted the nigga to stop They give a ridiculous plot, he's stirring a line And whether I like it or not they fuck with the way that I rock I'm taking my time when I murder the feeling The realest of niggas to be in the building The illest of villains, defending a phony is fame They giving a sickening claim and play an erroneous game As I'm resurrecting my name My lyrics they bang, I'm leaving a nigga to hang I'm knowing you take it in vain, but let me explain I'll tell you the reason I came, it wasn't for taking the blame I said that I'm working your brain, they feeling ashamed As I was remaining the same, I told 'em I would never change I feel like I'm going insane The point that I'm wanting to make is that niggas are fake And I finally found where they made a mistake When they focus on everything but the rhyme And not really taking they time, the way I design my intricate difficult lines I bet that I'm blowing your mind, but what do I find These niggas don't listen to mine, they telling me I'll never shine I wanted to make it sublime, they told me that that was a crime Arrested if I actually try, convincing myself that I'm fine Condemning the way that I rhyme, I guess I'm ignoring the sign But there was no one that could find these niggas that giving you lies But nothing I'm seeing is real, I'm telling you what I despise My nigga, I go to the fullest extent and I'm getting revenge with a pen And I'm telling you stories and sins, that I'm living my life with no friends Sellin' lifestyles over half of these companies, of course it's for a couple fees Nothin' I hear but logic can actually fuckin' comfort me Audacity to think that I could make it in this industry without a label backin' me Doing it independently but my dependency Upon the music is confusing, conflicted by what I'm viewing And what the public is choosing, they're puppeteers of careers And these strings are made of veneer so I'm making it crystal clear That my future is what I fear 'cause I know I'm destined for loneliness Hopelessly, I devoted my time in a pipe dream And it seems that my aspirations were actually asinine With the hours that I have wasted, should have listened to the niggas that said I would never make it, they taking my lack of confidence and try to call it modesty Never display my talent I'm tryna die nigga, honestly, ironically I'll probably never have to do it by myself, my local government will help And they're not interested in my mental health 'cause nowadays It's legal to murder a nigga for wearing a hoodie and eating some Skittles They heads' in the sky but a nigga went out with a bullet that came from an ignorant cop And I'm wondering when this'll stop, killing my generation with they shots That isn't a shock, disgusted by what I am watching Wondering if I see this from a cop that they'll capitalize on the shock in the streets The land of the free and the home of the brave, at least for the people that's paid The pain and the poverty causing disdain, it's simple and plain It's in a residual change, and everything is the same I'm telling the truth, so why the fuck does no one listen Killers who wearing a patch that was given to them by the sickening system Ha, yeah And right now I ain't nothing, I'm not even in demand But one day I'll be in your conversation like an ampersand You understand, I ain't nothing, I'm not even in demand But one day I'll be in your conversation like an ampersand You understand, I ain't nothing, I'm not even in demand But one day I'll be in your conversation like an ampersand You understand, uh-uh Knowledge, bitch (pay attention)