Artist: K.A.A.N. Album: L's Remix (S) Song: L's Remix Typed by: AZ Lyrics I take my time with every line Make sure that its dope Make sure that its dope But do I go in and then kill this shit? You already know You already know I got this pain that's inside of me I'm repressing my feelings and hiding them Look, emotionally I am out of it And the will to survive I can't find that shit I like to speak on my issues (on my issues) And these niggas most superficial (most superficial) See your shit is so artificial (so artificial) That I'd rather talk about my struggle (my struggle) And not give a fuck if you judging (you judging) Look, hate it or love it you will respect I tell the truth that's from my perspective The style got too real now you been subjected And my shit so sick that they been infected I'm the founding father with no benefactor How the fuck you perfect what I've been inventing Victimize em with realism Placed within a vented verse that hurts at first to think Many moons ago nobody gave a shit Way to make it now man we've been paving And me and my nigga we stay in the basement Singular focus avoiding the basic shit Working like slaves or two indentured servants Serving these sermons like EPMD And my purpose so clear its like pure LSD In your pineal gland now they all understand That my plan wasn't candid, the working mechanics Of what we've been doing is simple as shit You can see for yourself if it helps you feel comfortable Got to make it captivating Let me grasp your attention with the temperamental Take it down memory lane with the sentimental I'm a mystic fuckin poet that you see as a myth And I'm showing my lyrical gift That's when I lift up a pen An opinion isn't necessary I swear I'm in the super state I say the realest shit That's ever been written on instrumentals And given out to the people that's pleading for something more Than a boy that they represented in the poorest fashion I repair with passion when I master the craft The craziest shit that I created is quarantined from the populace Something that you ain't even ready for Practice the truth I can see that you're false And the flow from 09 like I dug in the vault I don't know what I want And I can't justify if The side of the dice should be rolled for appropriate risk But this what I don't get Man, they choose and then pick All this prevalent relevant ignorant shit And the song where I say that my problems exist All they take away from is my flow is the shit Like they didn't hear nothing Assuming their blind so I wrote this in braille I'm lost in the abyss and remiss to admit And repeat that I'm lonely as shit But I'm close to defeat If I rise to my feet with the fleet or a faction I pray for mercy My spirit is shattered My pride is in shambles I seldomly matter My soul has turned cold Like I'm no longer human I'm destined for hell but the temperatures humid I made reservations by never repenting I'm sinning again As I sit by myself in these cinemas Synonyms sweeter than sugar I'm swimming in sorrow But drowning in pity A dangerous mix of emotions I live in I think I'm incapable of being flawed So you play your hand and I'm gon' play mine The name of the game is longevity Heard me So let's see who's popping two thousand and thirty If this shit was worth it or was it a waste I just turned 25 I don't have time to wait I tried to give this all up yesterday I got demons inside of me I'm never safe I feel no pulse Like my heart isn't working I'll never find peace and I know that for certain I state to myself I am mentally sick I talk to Jehovah Does he give a shit I'm giving my all Yet they're still not convinced There is a fork in the road That's committing or quitting I've been dedicated but now I feel low My style resonates with these kids all alone In a home that is hectic as fuck With no-one they can call Come along I invite you inside of this journey These jesters are jealous I jab with my javelin Aim for the jugular [?] and show them my gist was a justified action We asked for equality Lyrics like arsenic, often endorsing grand larceny Lines ain't no nursery rhymes I'm expanding your mind And depending my pen For the perfect position With accurate alliteration I give it The difference is patience To judge an incision Know every outcome before I make a decision Its all about attention To detail my nigga Just have pure intentions And faith in the process Eh LAWD Knowledge