Artist: Arlo Maverick Album: Maybe Tomorrow Song: Change of Heart Typed by: Music For Mavericks [Verse 1: Arlo Maverick] Since the young heal quick Should I endure more pain Sometimes I feel sick Knowing I own your name Two sides to every story Should I know your pain Affairs of the heart Maybe I'm your stain Unanswered questions So anger tampers my ration Not sure what you imagined But this convo gon' be passioned Where do I even start No better place then the intro Alive and well But Momma might as well have been a widow Probably hard for you to hear But I can't say that I care When she Needed a husband Tell me exactly where When I Needed a father Tell me exactly where Now you Seeking forgiveness Can't say you'll find it here Please forgive me while I hop up on this tangent About the milestones in my life You were absent About the Father's Day cards I'd make in grade school But never had an address to mail to Now should I say anything That I can't take back Think of all the debt That you can't pay back Think of all the years You can't play back Maybe its just better we Don't say jack Cause Pops I can't bond with you I got some trust issues And though my heart miss you My anger won't give you I'm still pissed at you The very dismissal Maybe it's' best if you Yea, it's' best if you … yea, it's best if you [Chorus: Arlo Maverick] I found it in my heart to forgive But I can't say that I'll ever forget (Change of Heart) I found it in my heart to forgive But I can't say that I'll ever forget (Change of Heart) I found it in my heart to forgive But I can't say that I'll ever forget (Change of Heart) I found it in my heart to forgive But I can't say that I'll ever forget [Verse 2: Arlo Maverick] Momma I know you love me And though I shouldn't question it My heart is full of doubt From the many times I questioned if You wish you never had me Never met my father Maybe you'd be happy Maybe you'd farther Cause 21 and pregnant Wasn't part of your plan With no time for assessment You ain't wait on no man Your trials and tribulations No I don't know the half Though life is complicated Now and then you should laugh See I avoided this discussion Cause truth is interrupted Percussions of assumptions They ricochet, repercussions I'm grown, no longer ducking Please have this discussion How dare you accustom Your son to dysfunction I know you worked harder So I could work smarter But have you pondered? And are you bothered With leaving me not physically Certainly emotionally Possibly why Grandma was so close to me Now should I say anything I can't take back Think of all the years That you can't take back Daddy wasn't there But it don't excuse that Why you rarely smiled And I barely know your laugh See mom You stayed silent So quickly I accepted That love is rarely public Guess my issues with affection Stem from only huggin you on holidays Sorry it's one of many things that I gotta say … one of many things that I gotta say [Chorus: Arlo Maverick] I found it in my heart to forgive But I can't say that I'll ever forget (Change of Heart) I found it in my heart to forgive But I can't say that I'll ever forget (Change of Heart) I found it in my heart to forgive But I can't say that I'll ever forget (Change of Heart) I found it in my heart to forgive But I can't say that I'll ever forget