Artist: Arlo Maverick Album: Maybe Tomorrow Song: A Raisin in the Son Typed by: Music For Mavericks [Verse 1: Arlo Maverick] Is it wrong that I envy Statuses of pregnancies The density of jealousy Hardened cause I'll never be Could this be remedied Or maybe it's my destiny Possibly some penalty For putting her love secondly Maybe it's my father's sins Haunting his next of kin Should I bother with What if I fathered kids What have I committed But thought it was omitted Will haunt my son or daughter Or God forbid their children Never say never But however Will I ever have successors Or merely be a picture on my mother's dresser Tired of fielding questions Marriage and carriage Am I ready to be a husband Ready to be a parent Everybody's answer You're not getting younger So I just pander And give any number They questioning my manhood With statements like Seedless and nearly 30 No prospective wife [Verse 2: Arlo Maverick] Some say I'll never marry cause my girl ain't got that it factor But when your mistress is success I mean does it matter Hopeless romantic who disguises it with antics Wear my heart upon my sleeve But still cover it with jackets Food for thought Why should we ever marry? When every wise woman brainwashed by Tyler Perry Do bad all by myself Don't need your voluntary Good deeds Which are often temporary I don't fear failure I fear I'll fail her Fear she won't wait here And leave for what's safer Leave for stability Some dude with an 8 to 4 Benefits and a salary that's making sure Bills get paid Cause I remember days Momma had to slave So rent wasn't late I'd die before you face What she went through Cause my life without you's an instrumental [Verse 3: Arlo Maverick] See I loved my Pops But could never justify His absence in my life If he just had tried Financial instability Feeling he's not ready yet Not sure mom's the one Hadn't finished college yet That's all he offered When I questioned his absence That's all she offered When I questioned her ration Where was my say Did it matter at all Such a major decision Only you made the call Maybe guilt got the best Either way that some gall See that burden of proof Was a child I would call My son or my daughter Be it mine or it his See it's hard to empathize With the horrors that live In your mind Taking the life of your first born I wanna be there for her That's where I'm torn Could I learn to forgive And let it all go If the tables were turn Could she swallow Her pride If I ever had a side chick That carried a child Baring my likeness I imagine she'd call my ass trifling But because I was gone I'm supposed to wife it