Artist: Big Gemini Album: History in the Making Song: Monster Typed by: no1wammy@hotmail.com {*kids playing*} [Big Gemini] Yeah Sometimes Chorus: Big Gemini Sometimes, I Wish I could Go back and make things all good But I can't, you can't, nobody can I hope God forgives what I became I'm a monster, can't stand my reflection I hate everything that I stand for Everyone 'round me Wants me dead also Go ahead Pull it, motherfucker, you know that I'm a see you in Hell (Verse 1) That's what he said with his last breath Nine millimeter to the back of his neck For a moment, he was stoned, couldn't believe what he had done But finally, did exactly what he dreamt for so long A feeling of relief shot through his whole body People runnin' and screamin', "Oh my God, he shot him!" He ain't budge, he just stood there Tears in his eyes Lookin' like he was frozen in time And all in his mind, it was his childhood years replayed And the dirt that he did through his teenage days The monster in his nightmares have finally been slayed And now, would no longer could say Repeat Chorus (Verse 2) It was 1989 A little man, shit He barely was five He just started kindergarten Said he loves school He-Mans was his favorite, G.I. Joes was cool Used to play with the kids in the neighborhood He didn't know there was a monster that lurked in the hood That also like to play with little boys and girls That would take their innocence and Shatter they worlds And one day He found out That monsters do exist And this would haunt him everyday, for as long as he lived See, this child was molested by a grown ass man A pedophile, a monster That's better off dead Never let nobody know, he just kept it inside And blamed that man for everything bad he had in his life The monster in his nightmares have finally been slayed And now, would no longer could say Repeat Chorus (Verse 3) What you just heard was a story Based upon truth And who the story is based on wished he could do I saw the pain that you hide as it leaked from your eyes Runnin' down your cheeks, I never seen you cry And I can't even imagine what the fuck you went through And hope you ain't mad that I wrote this for you Believe me when I say, "It's not your fault" It isn't It's not your fault It ain't Outro: Big Gemini Sometimes, I Wish I could Go back and make things all good But I can't, you can't, nobody can Hope he burns in hell for what he did He's a monster that preys on the children For that, he should ride up in prison And if the day comes We should find out Where he lives And we gon' go there and know that we gon' send him to Hell {*news reports*}