Artist: The Brothahood Album: Lyrics of Mass Construction Song: Guilty Conscience Typed by: lugzlebo@gmail.com [Ahmed] My brothers...x4 [Timur] If I told you now what you don't want to hear my brother...[My brother] Don't turn your back on me it's black and white it's clear [My brother] [Ahmed] Guilty Conscience, whispers everyday Man you got to change, okay next day Same game same way same time you pray Same shaitaan playing games leading you astray Listen to me, listen carefully Control your mind and let this flow be Because this story is a true reality About my enemy, getting the best of me Taking my soul for free, using my eyes to see So hit the beat, close your eyes and count to three One, one, one to two to two three Let me introduce my true identity My life, builds up intensity This life's lies and deception, now pay attention And let me mention, Where does it part? Dark is my heart, this is my life, and it's no greeting card It's the truth about me that makes my life hard I don't deserve to be placed on this earth I'm 23 years old, and what am I worth? Even since birth been a bad little brat Taking life for granted just like that Matter-of-fact, can't even keep my prayers intact [Bridge] Need to step back man Need to stand tall Need to maintain, gain self control It's from Allah It's a test right now you're in the front row Pack your bags; because, - you got to go got to go We want to have; we want to have clean hearts We want to shine; we want to shine like the stars We want to have; we want to have a sound soul I don't want to be like this no more. Keep falling, falling Keep falling stalling Keep falling down every time I aim high Losing my faith every time try Sometimes I'm confused I feel want to cry Possessed by my sins and I wonder why? Do this do that but I don't really care Living life like my parents ain't there Coming back, with guilt in my heart Lying to myself when my life falls part Treating them like they're beneath me like I think they need me believe me Once they know who I am they'll leave me Can't bear, Cant smile, don't care Angry heart because my brain isn't there Giving in because nafs isn't fair Heart in agony, man in despair Living life double standards you know Hypocritical and my sins just grow Self conscious slowly gone now dead Need to choose a path, need to get ahead Need to choose a path man need not neglect Turn to the light need not regret Can't bear, Can't smile, don't care My parents, My parents, My parents... My parents gave me everything in their power But I can't even sacrifice them an hour Can't maintain the raging beast inside Waiting for the high tides Iman starts to slide Iman starts to slide...[Whispers] My heart was hard can't give or take Stubborn as a mule head hard to break Can't hear a word not drive just lazy I'm grown man still I feel like a baby Angry at myself, emotionally a mess Shaitaans got me down man pumping on my chest Sometimes things in life are not meant to be Give yourself up now, set yourself free To Allah your a slave, to man be brave Weak hearts in chains only suffer in their grave Keep falling falling Keep falling stalling When I sin each day then I ask for forgiveness I know in due time my limbs will bear witness It's all in my head and I'm going insane Do I stay the same and turn in my head down in shame I know that cold blood, runs all throughout my veins And I will die young if I don't control the reins In life, I strive to be an achiever Hope I die strong as a true believer Hope I can change before it's too late I hope you can relate because you can't stop fate One two, one two, three four It's the angel of death knocking at your door Five, six, seven, eight It's time for your soul to rejuvenate Need to make a choice man live or die x3 Need to make a choice man sleep or try x3 Live for the truth die for the shame Remember my name, my blame, I claim