Artist: Buddha Monk Album: The Dark Knight Song: Secrets Typed by: Cno Evil [Intro: Buddha Monk] Ahh man (I shouldn't have done it) I don't know what to do (I shouldn't have done it) What did I do, for what? (I gotta run) I'mma see in his eyes... I'm living his eyes everyday Damn.... yeah, I hope I'm forgived For all the wrong that I've done to ya'll out there It's some real shit right here, I don't know Ok, yeah, (Yo, they comin' for you Buddha They comin' for you, Buddha, what you gonna do?) Ahh, man, why me? Why did I do it? Damn! (Help me) [Chorus: sample] It's all in the eyes, the reckless way we dream to die Our past is our future... The present lies, somewhere between our hearts and minds For those with no future... Keep this a secret, our lot in life They are elephants, we are mice Keep this a secret, our lot in life They are elephants, we are mice We are, mice... [Buddha Monk] Yo, I stand with my Zu niggas, ready for anything Travel over hot deserts, raising at any man Like sands in the hourglass, time's up, when the Black rubber grip is inside my hand Never had a life, rich likes and burberry, right? Had to dress black, mask matched, wait for the great catch Sorry mom and dad, you gave it your best But, when a nigga need, hands up, you know the rest But you got a lotta knuckleheads, who blood turn red Then you got them cats who talk to the feds Slug got cha, was the nigga took off head No fingerprints, white chalk, blood on the pavement No safe in meeting satan, he's patiently waiting To let them slugs cause you bodily harm Can't you see it in your future, that hell wants to seduce you Meet you from a future, of kids who never knew ya Now your eyes change a different color, voice moves a little slower Which nigga's gonna explain this to his mother Baby cries, lady cry, they all say byes And the rest of they fam got revenge in they eyes Now, hold up, hold up, stop, wait a minute Think about it, what was the reason for this? If he's dead, it's a secret now, no more blood and needed now We got enough of us, dying on these streets, now secrets [Chorus] [Interlude: Buddha Monk] I don't think ya'll understand me Shit's serious... I'm still try'nna figure out why I did it Not at all... damn, I don't know what's gonna happen now I gotta see... ahh, man, somebody help me, figure this out Yeah.... I can't shake it off me What's going on? (Keep running, nigga) Somebody help me! (Keep running, nigga) I CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE! [Buddha Monk] Yeah, I'm waking up, man, dripping from sweat Feeling like, what I did, I now regret See? I wasn't thinking, heated in the moment But now I'm seeing visions of his body slumped over And, is this my justice, is this the end? Will I have to see his face a thousand times again? Will the justice system catch up with my thugness Or will I have to take the gun out and bust, run quick, shit! I hope not, for now it's a secret But sometimes secrets, end up on the street, kid People's weakness, got you creeping Thinking everyone is definetly sleeping Now my inner thoughts saying: "Son, you read it wrong What if they don't give a fuck about that nigga who'se gone, huh?" True that, but what if he told your summoner's man And he waiting for me to step out to the sun, like then, bam! Damn, can't call on God to help me with this hand Once I raise up that Taurus, and 187 on a man And my nigga Raheem, yo, told me, never give a damn What if the shit was on the other foot, and my brains was on this land? Damn, it seem so easy for other niggas to tell you this But if you caught up, lay ride the 3 to 6 with you on this? (I don't think so) Now, it's all just a secret Truth lies when the truth comes out, and you see it in they eyes That they all lie... [Chorus to fade] [Outro: Buddha Monk] Damn, I don't know what to do Should I, should I take my life Should I wait and see what the outcome is gon' be Aww, shit, I don't know... I just hope I'm forgiven for this And now, I'm at the end of the rope, I'm losing it I don't know what I didn't wanna do, I'm just gonna lose it Aww, man, yeah... I feel like this, cuz I'm living in the Zu right now I'm trapped in, I'm untamed, I can't be controlled But yet, I grieve, niggas, I grieve *laughter*