Artist: Calvin Crabtree Album: Trading Love And War Stories Song: My Feelings Typed by: CORPORATERECORDLABEL You where the one talking about thug for life now you sitting at home with ya kids and ya wife I'm still keeping it G introduced me to the life of crime now you asking what the fuck is wrong with me saying the shot needs to stop you sounding like ya pops when we'd get suited and booted with the bandannas ready to do it 13 and shit a young bad ass committing the crime and screaming prove it with the blunt in my hand feeling invincible just picking up that glock and popping off them shots drinking till we sober and talking about how we wanted to go out when we died cause I know deep down in they hearts they knew I would be the on who keep it alive cause it made me feel alive to have that thugging feeling inside when from school text books to pulling out techs to those who gave dirty looks and getting fucked up and beating those up who wasn't down on my block paranoid of the law if they chase me I wont stop I know I'm wrong in life and I scheme to get buy you got me in to this and now I don't know why [Chorus] you lost that thugging feeling, ooo o that thugging feeling you lost that thugging feeling now it gone, gone, gone wooo ooo o ooo ooo I took you in gave you close and half my meals growing up said we'd be down for life just showing you I was real showed me the ropes when I was young made me feel tough now you having tough times so I helped you felt it was my duty but look now how you do me stealing my shit to trade it to get your fix you probably even pulled some trick sucking a mans dick to hit that glass dick that's some shit what was once my role model and close homie I'm wanting them to be a stranger so in the future he don't know me so lonely so confuse no where to turn to this life style is so fucked up got me fucked up where'd I go wrong, my life or was it my fault I thought it would be something that would make me feel proud thinking about all the stuff now I'm having doubts I'm over it I just want you so what are my homies saying now? [Chorus] - 2X