Artist: Deliciouss T Album: Melancholy in G'yeah! Minor * Song: Horror Story Typed by: Deliciouss T * * http://soundcloud.com/deliciouss-t/sets/melancholy-in-gyeah-minor-1/ My heart was ripped right outta my chest when the doctor said it was terminal Instead trips to the park and kindergarten watching her learn and grow Her funeral would be in the fall, cuz three fourths of a year was all The specialist would offer us when he ball-parked her odds for us the fevers and fatigue and nosebleeds, heavy breathing was keeping her from eating and sleeping every evening for three months before we received the prognosis after the first doctor botched it there was a chance but now it's hopeless I swear to god I'd swear revenge but honestly I don't have the strength Not breaking down in front of her and my wife is all I can bear to take She started chemo even though it means the death will be slow Slower than if we go strictly meds to ease her pain though We know, at least we feel, selfish stretching the suffering But when she goes, we'll be crushed so it's all of us that'll be done with this World. Her hair fell out in clumps last night, it had me shook Bought clippers for this, but she said, no, daddy, I can do it look With her own hands she pulled all her hair out, and she smiled at me As if she's proud cuz she helped like she does when me and mommy clean I wanna be strong protect her never letting her feel this fear we feel Keep it cheerful, meaningful, but I'm weak. I think, is this really hell? In racking sobs I pull her close and hold her how am I supposed to cope when hopelessness is choking me it's rope is yoked around my throat She asked daddy why you crying I can't tell that I've lost all hope when hopelessness is choking me it's rope is yoked around my throat When sadness happens randomly and makes you wanna thrash and buck You're mad but chalk it up to bad luck but as losses stacking up and chances passing by you see it might be best to pack it up It's tragic but you grasp the sad reality that chance is fucked Life is random good or bad don't matter it's just win or lose It strikes a blow, you wonder why you try to play within the rules...