Artist: Eightball Album: Lost Song: Lost Typed by: jostmatt at bluewin dot ch [ VERSE 1: Eightball ] As the autumn leaves fell in the month of October I found myself chiefin hay and every day never sober Got Hen drippin down my chin and smoke in my lungs Pullin hellafied hoes with my devilish tongue Silk tailor made, I don't need yo name on my back Got these bitches' mind addicted to this shit like it was crack I went from good to bad, bad to worse to evil Never thought I'd see myself not trustin my own people Right up under my nose in the form of niggas and hoes I'm playin by the rules cause that's all I ever been told An eye for an eye, do unto others as they do you Turn the other cheek and watch how many motherfuckers do you Deceivin, got a nigga believin while they thievin Tryina break even, a nigga damn near stopped breathin Scared for my son's life, mine is already at the end Tryina make a change so they don't have to go where I done been A thin line between sin and what's right Open my heart to God and hope that I get touched right I just might take a life, stop breath, bring death To all in my vicinity until there is just he left [ CHORUS: Eightball ] I been searching all this time Tryina my best to find my way Runnin round tryina chase this money Takin me around the world in a day Blowin smoke all up my nose Gettin in and out my clothes Foolin round with midnight hoes Man, that's just the way life goes [ VERSE 2: Eightball ] It's hard to run, tabacco from them blunts got me winded Sanity has ended, I'm not where I pretended To be, a millennium away from reality As far as the eye can see, there is no one but me Ruins from a past life, as far back as last night Burn like witchcraft, givin my path plenty light I close my eyes, I cannot believe what I'm seein Evil demons posin like they human beings Invade my trip, them bitches came equipped With banana peels, tryina make a pimp nigga slip Some have no lips, some have no eyes And it's strange how that never stopped the lies or the spies From clutterin, damn near smotherin, always hoverin above me Masked face, actin like they love me Always wanna judge me, player, that ain't for you to do Cause one day higher powers got somethin for me and you [ CHORUS: Eightball ] [ VERSE 3: Eightball ] I close my eyes and try to imagine I'm somewhere else Other than this hell we call Earth, from birth to death Settin my mind free chemically helps me some Oz.'s of trees enter me until my spirit is numb Oral inhalation, halucinogenic sedation Illegal medication force me into hibernation Now my thoughts seem as vivid as a rainbow I'm visited by an angel who came to make my pain go On the outside it's all peaches and cream In my mind I hear screams from horrible dreams Flashbacks of some shit I wish I could forget On the verge of havin a fit, not afraid to admit I'm lost, and I don't know which way to go I don't know who I can call that can save me, so I'm gonna drop to my knees and ask to be forgiven And pray for another way for me to be livin Man, I'm lost and I don't know which way to go I don't know who I can call that can save me, so I'm gonna drop to my knees and ask to be forgiven And pray for another way for me to be livin [ CHORUS: Eightball ]