Artist: Eminem f/ Kobe Album: Recovery Song: Talkin' 2 Myself Typed by: Nickolye16@aol.com [Intro: Eminem] Aiyyo, before I start this song man I just wanna, thank everybody for bein so patient And bearin with me over these last couple of years While I figure this shit out [Chorus: Kobe] Is anybody out therrrre? It feels like I'm talkin to myself No one seems to know my struggle And everything I've come from (ohhhh) Can anybody hear meeee? Yeah I guess I keep talkin to myself It feels like I'm goin insane Am I the one who's crazy? Yeah [Kobe] Whoooa, whoooa (Oh-oh oh-oh oh oh oh oh) Whoooa, whoooa, whoooa (Oh-oh oh-oh oh oh oh oh oh) [Interlude: Eminem] So why in the world, do I feel so alone? Nobody but me, I'm on my own Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel? If there is then let me hear just so I know that I'm not the only one [Eminem] I went away I guess and opened up some lanes But there was no one who even knew I was goin through, growin pains Hatred was flowin through my veins, on the verge of goin insane I almost made a song dissin Lil Wayne It's like I was jealous of him cause of the attention he was gettin I felt horrible about myself, he was spittin and I wasn't, anyone who was buzzin back then coulda got it Almost went at Kanye too, God it feels like I'm goin psychotic, thank God that I didn't do it I'da had my ass handed to me, and I knew it But Proof isn't here to see me through it I'm in the booth, poppin another pill, tryin to talk myself into it Are you stupid? You're gon' start dissin people for no reason? 'Specially when you can't even write a decent punchline even? You're lyin to yourself, you're slowly dyin, you're denyin your health is declinin with your self-esteem, you're cryin out for help [Chorus] + [Interlude] [Eminem] + (Kobe) Marshall you're no longer the man, that's a bitter pill to swallow All I know is I'm wallowin, self-loathin and hollow Bottoms up on the pill bottle, maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow My sorrow echoes in this hall though (oh-ohhhh whoa) But I must be talkin to the wall though, I don't see nobody else (I guess I keep talkin to myself) But all these other rappers suck is all that I know I've turned into a hater, I put up a false bravado But Marshall is not an egomaniac, that's not his motto He's not a desperado, he's desperate, his thoughts are bottled inside him; one foot on the brake, one on the throttle Fallin asleep with writer's block in the parking lot at McDonald's But instead of feelin sorry for yourself do somethin 'bout it Admit you got a problem, your brain is clouded, you pouted long enough, it isn't them it's you you fuckin baby Quit worryin 'bout what they do and do Shady, I'm fuckin goin crazy [Chorus] + [Interlude] [Eminem] So I picked myself off the ground and fuckin swam 'fore I drowned Hit my bottom so hard I bounced twice, suffice, this time around it's different, them last two albums didn't count "Encore" I was on drugs, "Relapse" I was flushin 'em out I've come to make it up to ya now, no more fuckin around I got somethin to prove to fans cause I feel like I let 'em down So please accept my apology, I finally feel like I'm back to normal I feel like me again, let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don't know The new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no signs of slowin up, oh and I'm blowin up all over My life is no longer a movie but the show ain't over homos I'm back with a vengeance homie, Weezy keep ya head up T.I. keep ya head up, Kanye keep ya head up, don't let up Just keep slayin 'em, rest in peace to DJ AM Cause I know what it's like, I struggle with this shit every single day and um [Chorus] + [Interlude] [Outro: Eminem] So there it is, damn Feels like I just woke up or somethin I guess I just, forgot who the fuck I was man Aiyyo, and to anybody I thought about goin at It was never nothin personal Just some shit I was goin through And to everybody else, I'M BACK! (I'm back!) Ha ha