Artist: Eminem Album: Revival Song: Arose Typed by: Nickolye16@aol.com [Eminem] If I could rewind time like a tape Inside a boombox, one day for every pill, or Percocet that I ate Cut down on the Valium, I'da heard everything But death is turnin so definite, wait! They got me all hooked up to some machine I love you being, didn't want you to know I was struggling! Feels like I'm underwater submerged like a submarine Just heard that nurse say, my liver and kidneys aren't functioning Been flirtatious with death, skirt-chasin I guess, it's arrivederci Same nurse just heard say they're unpluggin me And it's your birthday, Jade I'm missin your birthday Baby girl I'm sorry, I fuckin hate when you hurt, Hai' And sweeties, thank you for waitin to open gifts But girls, you can just open 'em, Dad ain't makin it home for Christmas Wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss I go to make a fist, but I can't make one, I'm frozen stiff I yell but nothin comes out, I'm cryin inside, I shout My vocal cords won't permit me, I scream but it's not aloud/allowed You put your arm around Momma to calm her, wow I just thought about the aisle I'll never get to walk you's down Never see you, graduate in your caps and gowns It's 'bout to be 2008, how's this happenin now? I've got so much more to do And Proof, I'm truly sorry if I let you down but this tore me in two The thought of no more me and you You gave me shoes, Nikes like new, for me for school Doody I'm tryin, but you, you were the glue that binded so many things; time, I'd give anything to rewind it I had to walk down my halls and constantly be reminded by pictures all on my walls and I couldn't sleep at night cause that image burned in my brain of you on that table Me fallin across your body, not able to stand to save you God, why did you take him? I'm tryna keep his legacy alive but I'm dyin, where's Nathan? Little ladies be brave, take care of your mother Smile pretty for pictures, always cherish each other I'll always love ya, and I'll be in the back of your memory And I know you'll never forget me, just don't get sad when remembering And little bro, keep makin me proud You better marry that girl cause she's faithfully down And when you're exchangin those sacred vows, just know that if I could be there I would And should you ever see parenthood, I know you'll be good at it Oh, almost forgot to do somethin, thank my father too I actually learned a lot from you, you taught me what not to do And Mom, wish I'd have had the chance to have one last heart-to-heart honest and open talk with you Doody I see you, I go to walk to you And I can feel my soul leave my body and float across the room Nurses lean over the bed, pullin tubes out Then the sheet over my head, shut the room down Girls, please don't get upset, I see them cheeks soakin and wet As you squeeze hold of my neck, so forcibly don't wanna let me go, pillow drenched, emotional wrecks With every second each closer to death But suddenly I feel my heart begin to beat slow Then a breath, machines go {*beep, beep, beep*} Must've guessed the cheat codes to this shit I'm tryna rewind time like a tape Find an escape, make a beeline, try and awake from this dream I, need to re-find, my inner strength to remind, me even if a steep climb I must take To rewrite a mistake, I'm rewindin the tape {*tape rewinds back towards the end of "Castle"*} [Eminem] I don't want it! I'll put out this last album then I'm done with it 100% finished, fed up with it, I'm hangin it up, FUCK IT! Excuse the cursing, baby, but just know that I'm a good person, though they portray me as cold And if things should worsen, but I bet you they won't I'm pledgin to throw this methadone in the toilet Shred these old letters I wrote, on that old pathetic loathing Closing credits can roll, I'm proud to, be back I'm 'bout to/two, like a rematch, outdo "Relapse" with "Recovery", "Mathers LP 2", help propel me to, victory laps Gas toward 'em and fast forward the past Consider them last four minutes as the song I'da sang to my daughters if I'da made it to the hospital less than two hours later, but I fought it And, came back like a boomerang on 'em, now a new day is dawnin I'm up, Tuesday, it's morning, now I know (haha) {*pours out pills and toilet flushes*}