Artist: Fozzey & VanC f/ Allday Album: Happy Ending (S) Song: Happy Ending Typed by: AZ Lyrics I spent my adolescence on a park bench Half-drenched, free-styling with my dumb friends Spent last year sleeping with strangers and It was easy pickings because I'm nearly famous Now I'm innovating, yeah I been in changing The motif in me, now I'm [?] And it's irritating the way my mother raised me Without discipline but listening-I love that lady Don't you say a word about her, yeah I'm fucking proud If my dad stuck around Probably wouldn't be up here now Hop into another crowd, 'nother city, 'nother round 'Nother flight connect to make a record 'til the fun is out 'Til the hungers out And you never know If that day ever comes, pray that I can let it go But I was 10 when I first time I picked up a pen and wrote So arthritis is the only time id ever slow Done my fair share of stupid things [?] into tears and won too many beauty queens Now I'm in the room staring at computer screens Hiding from the world, I am not a human being Wayne said that I tend to agree Got this drink in my cup just to get through the week They just want to get through to me I tell them hell no, guess I'm just too [?] [?] university because I went and packed it in This rap shit better have a happy end This rap shit better have a happy end Life is a maze, forget the I-n-g It's time to free all the demons that hide in me Life sucks and I think what am I in it for? I should really leave, I can't stand a minute more The girl I love to death, she went and fucked me over She always hurts me, doesn't matter if shes drunk or sober Like, I don't think ill ever love again Heartbreak hotel is always where I'm checking in I used to throw touchdowns in the end zone Now if they get to close, I throw them in the friend-zone To think someone cares about me I say 'no way' So I just put on a smile and say I'm okay But really, my thoughts are eating me alive Because I see the wrong in what everyone sees is right And some fans was telling me I went and saved a life I just wish I took my own advice and made it right I'm in a vicious cycle, can't even see my friends I'm back to square one, talking to this beat again I'm stuck in the middle, I can't turn left or right Cause when shit goes down, you're the one that's left alright And I'm the one here, always the one who's breaking down I'm praying you tell me 'it's alright' but you don't make a sound Now I should really focus on me and my fucking music But I've had enough of this, so watch me fucking lose it You played me all along, I know that you adored him You just showed your cards, I'm hoping you go all in I know you got that fucking line I know ill be alright, just give me fucking time It just sucks that I had so much respect for you girl I just wanted your love, I didn't expect the world You treat me like shit and you know it's true Yet say you love me but won't change, I'm confused Working this hard shouldn't be so easy Call me [?] just so you can please me This is the beginning, wheres my happy ending? This is the beginning, I want my happy ending I want my happy ending I want my happy ending If the book closes now, would I be happy with it? Would I be sad if that chapter had to go and finish? I ask myself the same question every single night: Are you sure you want this rapping [?] And I say I don't care if everything peaks here Because my love for this has grown like each year I don't really get long if labels aren't getting at me Just as long as I'm smiling, and my ending's happy This is the beginning, wheres my happy ending? This is the beginning, I want my happy ending I want my happy ending I want my happy ending