Artist: Insane Clown Posse Album: The Marvelous Missing Link: Lost Song: How Typed by: AZ Lyrics I don't wanna die and burn in hell I wanna live honorable and do well but how how do I stay on path when I see somethin' fucked up I wanna laugh? How do I honor my dead beat father who walked out on two kids like why bother and left my mother with poverty fuck my dad I wanna slaughter thee? Look at this world and all the Gods how can I not look at all the odds Ya got Allah Buddha Jehovah Jah Give Praise however you was raised How do I not wonder who's right or wrong how do I keep my believin' strong? How do I make it to Shangri-La when the worlds so fucked up damn its hard? How do I live a beautiful life when all of this darkness has covered my life, How could this be you said was a lie how will I know if I done good in your eyes? I'm asking how how can I ignore the hotties how do I not check their slammin' bodies? How do I stay Faithful and quit the game when I doubt my wife is doin' the same? How in the fuck can I not have any drive a bucket and I want a Bentley? Live in a trailer and not envy a man who's got a mansion sittin' on land. Is this a joke how can anybody with nothin' see the rich and not be salty, and what if some psychopath had my son how can I not just grab my gun. How can I not have adrenaline buzz aim and blow a hole where his eyeball was? I saved my son he's alive and well but I killed a man am I goin' to hell? How do I live a beautiful life when all of this darkness has covered my life, How could this be you said was a lie how will I know if I done good in your eyes? How can I actually be a saint how can I live and be somethin' I ain't? How do I not steal when I'm dyin' of hunger and I end up under? How do I just turn the other cheek when I'm disrespected slapped and beat? What's wrong with fightin' back and winnin' how come if I'm not a punk I'm sinnin' How can I pray true and true when most of what I pray for don't come through and what about science and all the facts How do I keep my faith in tact? How do I not lie when the truth is painful embarrassing harmfull or shameful? How do I not live afraid of hell and be happily content my soul is well? How do I live a beautiful life with all of this darkness is covered my life How could this be you said was a lie how will I know if I done good in your eyes If I've done good in your eyes if I look good in your eyes if I look good in your eyes if I look good in your eyes