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Artist: Insane Clown Posse
Album:  The Marvelous Missing Link: Lost
Song:   How
Typed by: AZ Lyrics

I don't wanna die and burn in hell
I wanna live honorable
and do well
but how
how do I stay on path
when I see somethin' fucked up I wanna laugh?
How do I honor
my dead beat father
who walked out on two kids
like why bother
and left my mother with poverty
fuck my dad
I wanna slaughter thee?
Look at this world and all the Gods
how can I not look at all the odds
Ya got Allah
Buddha
Jehovah
Jah
Give Praise
however you was raised
How do I not wonder who's right or wrong
how do I keep my believin' strong?
How do I make it to Shangri-La
when the worlds so fucked up
damn its hard?

How do I live a beautiful life
when all of this darkness
has covered my life,
How could this be
you said was a lie
how will I know if I done good in your eyes?

I'm asking how
how can I ignore the hotties
how do I not check their slammin' bodies?
How do I stay Faithful and quit the game when I doubt my wife is doin' the same?
How in the fuck can I not have any
drive a bucket and I want a Bentley?
Live in a trailer and not envy a man who's got a mansion sittin' on land.
Is this a joke
how can anybody
with nothin' see the rich and not be salty,
and what if some psychopath had my son
how can I not just grab my gun.
How can I not have adrenaline buzz
aim and blow a hole where his eyeball was?
I saved my son he's alive and well
but I killed a man am I goin' to hell?

How do I live a beautiful life
when all of this darkness
has covered my life,
How could this be
you said was a lie
how will I know if I done good in your eyes?

How can I actually be a saint
how can I live and be somethin' I ain't?
How do I not steal
when I'm dyin' of hunger
and I end up under?
How do I just turn the other cheek
when I'm disrespected
slapped and beat?
What's wrong with fightin' back and winnin'
how come if I'm not a punk I'm sinnin'
How can I pray true and true
when most of what I pray for don't come through
and what about science and all the facts
How do I keep my faith in tact?
How do I not lie when the truth is painful
embarrassing
harmfull or shameful?
How do I not live afraid of hell and be happily content my soul is well?

How do I live a beautiful life
with all of this darkness
is covered my life
How could this be
you said was a lie
how will I know if I done good in your eyes
If I've done good in your eyes
if I look good in your eyes
if I look good in your eyes
if I look good in your eyes