Artist: Joe Budden f/ Emanny Album: Some Love Lost Song: Alive Typed by: Nickolye16@aol.com [Intro: Joe Budden] S (S) L (L) uh (uh) Parks on the board (on the board) Real niggaz in the booth, let's go (let's go) I got K-dot on the keys (got K-dot on the keys) IT go! (IT go!) Check this, listen [Joe Budden] I got strangers in my face beggin me to take a picture still Self-centered, they can give a fuck 'bout how a nigga feel Bitches hang around to hang around even when shit get real But I ain't left nothin, maybe I should write a different will They usin me, I'm usin them, they don't see the angle Therapeutic, I don't even fuck 'em 'less it's painful Why do all these bitches seem to think that they can change Joe? Judge me all you want, I never claim to be an angel Patriotic, psychotic, obsessive-compulsive, convulsive, neurotic On narcotics, searchin for you if you got it Seein young blacks gettin killed weekly, that's a moot fact If these coppers shoot at me, trust me I'ma shoot back Maybe y'all'll pray for me But I don't mean once or even twice, I mean every day for me So I'm on my knees, there's gotta be a better way for me Open these windows and these doors but demons stay with me And baby that's okay with me, nigga [Chorus: Emanny] {w/ Joe Budden ad libs} I gave you my all, what made you wanna leave? Fuck with my heart and now it's killin me! This be enough to make a nigga cry I wish 'em well until it's runnin dry They will never take me alive! All I ever do is survive! And I know cause they already tried It's too late cause I already died, least inside They'll never take me alive! [Joe Budden] Uhh, uh, look Let me get far fuck away from these niggaz, fuck away from these hoes Where I'm at now fuck music, don't wanna rap, I don't wanna perform or host And my father's sayin "Get it together" and nothin matters but my health Hope heaven reserved a section for an addict like myself Watchin myself on TV, see my knees shakin on that show Plus the way shorty's life is now I bet she's rethinkin that "no" She thought she was only sayin "no" to marriage But that "no" is to so much more, now I can't wait to see what her path is I guess bein a wife ain't sound as fun as bein a bad bitch Couldn't deal with my habits, wasn't me though, you'd been catfish We're speakin a different language, showin you the signs in Morse code Last time a nigga loved two bitches I lost 'em both So she's scared now, try not to get emotionally invested I know God'll find a way for those emotions to get tested Which is cool, maybe not for me Front all you want, in your heart somewhere I know there's a spot for me The sad part is when it's vacant I'll be gone, how I love you but I hate you And all you're doin is bein the person that I made you From hateful to graceful, from rageful to grateful Then God came and snatched that space for you, I tried to save it boo E'rything I caught myself buildin to that point was made for two Writin out the script, wish you'da told me that the page was full But FUCK it! He knows better than I, regret'll subside Let's sever the ties, after all it's just one less goodbye [Chorus] [Joe Budden] Uhh, uhh... Let me get far fuck away from these bitches, fuck away from these hoes Let me get far fuck away from my niggaz, let me get real close to my foes They tellin me that I gotta act famous now Et cetera, I been regular, so I feel like an anus now See all of this time I've just been treatin y'all accordingly On an even plane like no one is any less or more than me, the Lord agrees He said, "Keep playin with fire, if you're Joseph you'll get burned" I hate second guessin, I'll wait 'til the motives get confirmed Hit his bitch off, bitch I wish ya (wish ya) call from the shorty, we off that bitch Option time I would sport some - all these cities I got to tour one All these bottles I got to pour one, all these hoes I got to call one Our situation is a tall one; what you wan' do, pour or run? So I'm spendin $40,000 on a time piece Help my self-esteem and get this shit up off my mind, please! Anybody lookin for me, y'all know where to find me I'll be right up Steinway nigga, I ain't playin hide-and-seek Let that liquor induce ya Then watch how fast it go from a couple niggaz on the hookah to some triggers to them shooters E'rything that's goin on is kinda sicker than I'm used ta I'm just wrestlin with them snakes, you ever kick it with Medusa? Let me get fuck away from these pills, fuck away from this drinkin Let me get fuck outta my way, let me get far fuck away from my thinkin 'til it's better, it's whatever, shit I'm unapologetic Since all I got is my word then nigga tell 'em that I said it It's Joe [Chorus] [Joe Budden] Uhh, uhh, uhh It go [Chorus]