Artist: K-Rino Album: Deeper Elevation Song: My Laughs Typed by: Lil Hustle Ha-ha Whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa Whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa [K-Rino] My hand snapped, in the worst trap I see my foes, taking dirt naps For years, I been running full speed But I'm just finishing the first lap Is life really bout coming up Or is the purpose, really bout love Trouble real easy, to get into But it's hell, getting out of My childhood's, all gone now It's tough, standing on my own now I miss, staying at my mama's house Gotta keep remembering, I'm grown now Got struggles, that I gotta overcome And mountains, that I gotta go beyond I'm staggering disoriented All spaced out, and I'm the sober one But I made it through a lot of long years It's like the money's where the wrong is It's bad, when the devil's on your shoulders But some days, I be on his And I'm steady, walking down the wrong route I don't smoke, but I'm zoned out The streets ain't got nothing on the war That I'm fighting, in my own house From sun up, to when the sun's down My heart's weighing bout a ton now I exploded, like a bomb sound Everybody telling me to calm down But I won't stop, until I get enough My stress cup, keeps filling up I'm acting like I'm happy But I'm bout to go insane, cause the pain's building up [Chorus] If you only knew, the days I've had The tears that live, inside my laughs Come grab my shoes, and walk my path The tears that live, inside my laughs [K-Rino] Am I frustrated, extremely Dirty analysts, they wanna screen me I got a storm, brewing in my mind But you'd never know it, if you seen me See I never been a cut throat dude And I never been too fly to listen They say that nice guys finish last But I'm guessing, that explains my position Cause, other than this deep harassment I be shoveling through hate and madness And it's trouble in my mental cabinets Smiles, covering my inner sadness Trying to empty out my whole song vault Been hit up, with a lot of thrown salt My daddy told me ninety nine percent of things That happen to you, are your own fault Then I'm hated, cause I'm not manipulated I waited, till my mind was liberated I made it possible, for other cats to make it But the love was not reciprocated And it's loading up, because I never vented I'm getting more aggressive, by the minute And I don't care how good, and generous you represented Everybody got a limit I lost touch with myself, it's gone I'm disconnected, like a telephone I'm tolerating what you saying But I'm thinking, please leave me the hell alone Some peace, I was looking forward to And patience, is what I'm showing you Man I don't wanna take it out on you But I'm bout to click, from what I'm going through [Chorus] [K-Rino] All my wit and I prayed, my inner strength I displayed When my confidence was hit, by your relentless brigade Yeah I spent what was paid, every cent that was made Flashbacks post traumatic memories, bad events were in played I was lynched and betrayed, though I'm meant to be saved But through it all for my God, I will represent unafraid I never bit and never laid, hate they scent was like a blade My existence in the game others tried to prevent, but I stayed There's no pacifying, the whole world is dying But who's gonna be the one in Judah, to wake up that lion And break up that iron, fist of those eyeing Ness will keep trying, to persist in the defiant Meanwhile I'm just trying to fight with, the powers of my own vices Everybody walking round lifeless, they ain't knowing every second's priceless A civilization in crisis, wish that I could turn on a light switch Trying to get my name on the right list, and I bust at em cause I might miss [Chorus] My laughs - 4x Ha-ha, Sniper