Artist: K-Rino Album: The Maven Song: Tower of Sadness Typed by: Lil Hustle [Intro] But we are apposed around the world By a monolithic, and ruthless conspiracy That relies primarily on covet means For expanding it's share of influence An infiltration, instead of invasion A submersion, instead of election Intimidation, instead of free choice And gorillas by night, bombing by day [K-Rino] What are the causes and disease, of depression Who's ultimately effected, these are the questions We all stand guilty, and in need of a blessing So we weave through the scriptures, to read as a reference Foundations were laid, years ago etched in Neglecting rejection, sent you in that direction Your heart was exposed, with no type of protection The innocence you displayed, was met with aggression Lethal injection, to my trust in the masses In the vein of my good side, the needle was casted Seeking to find peace, in the hour of madness Trying to stop adding bricks, to my tower of sadness Everyday the hurt builds, deeper and deeper it drills Nobody is understanding, so I keep it concealed All these artificial people, say they keeping it real False happiness and alcohol, reefer and pills come on [Chorus] Trying to find my way, through all this darkness in my life In the meantime until that day, I keep running towards that light And even if I don't succeed, at least I know I did my best All day long I keep on running, till I reach that happiness...happiness [K-Rino] They sit watching me closely, hesitant to approach me Hoping that I let a professional, diagnose me Instead of communicating, they wait to sedate me Making me deflate, to unsafely medicate me And turn me to a vegetable, with anti-depressants bro A cocktail of Paxil, Zoloft and Lexapro The Prozac and Zimbalta, make my moods alter Not only mentally, but my physical started to falter So hard oh Lord, no money no job Won't starve, options sell dope go rob Can't seem to get no, peace of mind it's so Chaotic and frustrating, borderline schizo Deal with it get help, must make a fast choice Conversations in my head, good voice bad voice Don't jump jump now, somebody come help me I just wish the me in my own head, would accept me [Chorus] [K-Rino] Mind state not good, hurting since childhood Over time your heart, got harder than plywood Trying to avert war, peace is what you search for Things from your parents, constructed the first floor From love they disarmed you, the drugs only harm you The mental facilities they build, don't reform you Every night you fight to, not use the rifle Your offspring ass, is the generational cycle If tears could come out of my eyes, I woulda been cried They must be going backwards, and drowning me from the inside Depression is testing me, a real problem I might have Stress is an ocean, and I'm floating on a life raft Prayers in my head, but I'm too shook to dial one Everybody claim they got faith, until the trial come Long as you live, you gon' have to face a lot of tests You can take God all day, with no side effects [Chorus]