Artist: Mad Child (Swollen Members)
Album:  M.A.D.E.
Song:   Mr. Suicidal
Typed by: OHHLA Webmaster DJ Flash

[Intro]
It's a throwback (yeah)
Blue pack ("Cause when I'm on the mic I like to speak freely" - KRS)
Now when Mad Child walks before Mad Child looks
I swear to God I should be dead from all the pills I took
But I'll be, o-kay ("Cause when I'm on the mic I like to speak freely")

[Mad Child]
Yo, yo, yo
Raise your hands if you're goin insane
If you feelin so depressed you wanna blow out your brains
And you've been to darker places you won't try to explain
But still you tried to keep it movin then we're probably the same
I used to get high like trucks on lift kits
Then I woke up and I said "Fuck this shit" (Fuck that!)
I made a promise to myself mad lip shit
And slide through your verse like a Tokyo Drift kid
From being at the doctor's on pills like please help me
To being on the hospital floor like please kill me
And I ain't scared of dyin except there's nothin to inherit
And I owe lots of people money includin my parents
I'm trying signal right but I have mental interference
Cause I got inner demons that are screamin out my lyrics
And I'm new to this new game where kids all talk shit
That's why I'm writin rhymes that even they can't fuck with
Let me do a show, let me catch somebody chuckle
I won't stop until my hands hurt and I got bloody knuckles
Then I'll take his girl and turn that boy into a cuckold
Intelligent, I ain't fuckin with them suck hoes

[Chorus]
Now when Mad Child walks before Mad Child looks
I swear to God I should be dead from all the pills I took
But I'll be, o-kay ("Cause when I'm on the mic I like to speak freely")
And when Mad Child talks before Mad Child thinks
I swear that I am goin crazy, I should see a shrink
But I'll be, o-kay ("Cause when I'm on the mic I like to speak freely")

[Mad Child]
Welcome to Jamrock
where kids dress like Urkel and they hands get spanked rock
Don't they know that Mad Child fly like Hancock
I'm from Vancouver where the guns go bang bro
Told you that it's Swollen Members homes we can't stop
I'm dangerous like Bangkok
All these little rappers coming fresh out the sandbox
Life a little crazy for me now that I'm bankrupt
A misguided angel breakin out of his handcuffs
Shane felt pain like acid rain drops
So Shane popped pills that'll make your brain rot
Quit now I'm back conquerin like Genghis
Calm on tour fuckin whores like Bang Bus

[Chorus]

[Mad Child]
Now tell me who should take the title
Rockin steady since the b-boy summits weren't tribal
Now it's all about survival
("Cause when I'm on the mic I like to speak freely")
Okay, you won't have a clue on what I'm doin 'til arrival
Thought I was a shoe-in but I'm blue and sittin idle
I was super stupid now recoupin loot is vital
And I'm just tryin to break a broken group of ruined idols
... Now call me Mr. Suicidal
Ruthless for a writer rappin with the human spider
I'm the Silver Surfer, stressed so I'm a night owl
Definite depression so my loft is now a hideout
It's bright out, keep the shades down and the doors locked
Fort Knox, keep the floor mopped, I'm a warlock
Tryin to keep a secret while I'm sneakin out the door cause
people might be sleepin but I'm freakin out for more drugs
Ay, yo, I'm set on repeat
Rocking undefeated but it's dead up defeat
White wifebeater in a white wifebeater
but I don't wear tight jeans and bright Nikes either
You don't like my style? I don't like yours either
Datin Asian girls, they got white boy fever
Instead of beakin while I'm tweakin out I'm lookin for a beacon
And speaking while I'm deekin out the Devil on the weekends