Artist: Merkules f/ Stevie Ross Album: Trust Your Gut Song: Gon' Die Typed by: AZ Lyrics [Stevie Ross] (I smoke too much I drink too much) (I smoke too much I drink too much) [Merkules] I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? 'Cause I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah No I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah How'd it get like this? So fucked up I could slit my wrists But I'm in that whip and I'm way too hot like I hit the switch I gotta figure it out but all my friends like Merk whatchu trippin' about See what I'm feeling is doubt It used to be a dream now I'm livin' it out But we still in the drought, huh It's kinda crazy how that work At 16 I got hacked like a password I'm a product of my past now that hurts I'm the real fucking deal you an actor Last year I lost my uncle to cancer So this year I don't fuck with you rappers The worst part is I just started smoking It's fucked up y'all think that I'm joking That's the reason that he lost his life I did not think twice It does not feel right What can I say I'm a sick individual Drinking all the time now it feels like a ritual Started off small that was minuscule I been doin' this shit since middle school They asking me questions in interviews They wanna know what I did and I didn't do I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? [Stevie Ross] And they all love the song too much Sleeping on they junk too much High living month to month Phone change up I'ma die soon Give momma all the money from the itunes Stepping on shells with my nice shoes Don't want load it up cause I might shoot I hang around guns and bricks I need to stop catching rides on these sunken ships Mean I'm not 'bout what the assumption is Last year I was sad as shit but I was rich And now I'm broke with a classic Now I'm clean and sober Man I came so far from leanin' over Ex-friends talkin' 'bout how Stevie over But they need the order They don't even know me Picking up the bag with no logo Every damn thing stamps inside I'd say more but its better that you don't know Wave high when you camped outside Last year I had 4 different condos Kicked out before I could have 5 That's why every day i wake and give thanks and I'm humble If I don't I might die 'cause [Merkules & Stevie Ross] I wake up every morning still exhausted Cigarette butts on the carpet I been fed up with this nonsense yeah There's still a couple demons in my closet When i see em just that feeling got me nauseous I can't stop it no [Merkules] I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? [Merkules & Stevie Ross] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah No I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah Cause I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah No I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind