Artist: PremRock & Willie Green Album: PremRock & Willie Green Song: Move Typed by: PremRock Dear Lij, little man, little bear You'll soon realize sometimes life isn't fair Like how I'd be there, then all a sudden disappear And leave your mother to explain why I wasn't there No matter what, I couldn't word it right I felt like coward undeserving of your light and that smile you possess and that trusting gaze that gave shivers to my flesh I'll take that image to my death I know, you learn the lessons that you need to Kind of surreal that I will not help teach you Sorry that your father never bothered And I'm the closest figure that you had since you were a toddler This is hard to write but even harder to accept That you are gone from my life Now I father this regret, and I guess... that we all know, this is for the best And I'm sorry... I took that piece of your mother's heart Best it's best that she learns to use another part And Now I I you'll understand when you're older and if you have extra weight that I've placed upon my shoulders And still running round these countries Still chasing bumblebees Still missing your company That's it for now buddy, I gotta run I just pray the next man earns the right to call you "son" Chorus (2X) And I'm gone... Is this what you'e used to? Could never stand still always move To form a path anew Don't Want God to forgive me I hope that you do Dear.... well You didn't have a name or a gender My calculations had you due Mid to Late November I try to dismember your memory but i'll never forget see I will always remember Me and your Mother spent a couple nights together Far from a couple who spoke about spending life together I'll recall that phone call forever I was hit with a stone wall of sudden cold weather I got pale... And everything went black And I wished for nothing more than to take night back but.. What been done, beens done And now it's will I have a daughter? will I have a son? Or will we even keep it ? Either way the verdict had me stunned And all it took was a trip to the ATM To end your life before it ever began My friends tell me don't cry cause the milk's been spilt But when I sleep I'm covered w. my guilt like a quilt But instead of down feathers.....the weight feels more like steel And it wasn't my decision Ultimately it's the womens But I could of done so much more Instead of planning for your life, I was planning a tour And now the guilt crashed down on my sanity's shore I can't ask forgiveness, you never got a life I can only I hope and pray I get the next part right. They say you never formed a heart beat but that don't mean my heart don't bleed Chorus (2X) And I'm gone... Is this what you'e used to? Could never stand still always move To form a path anew Don't Want God to forgive me I hope that you do Now... It seems to me everyone things you changed I know the truth You're exactly the same You're still scared of your future Longing for your youth Scared of the suture to stitch up the wound So you grab your shit Ready to bounce, split Pick up and move You say you left the drugs behind But what about that other time You're not a recovering addict Your just an addict with a gift for uncovering passion Perhaps I'm being too harsh man But I've always been your worst critic Mark, damn. Sometimes I admit that I'm proud But that same pride makes that admission not allowed But let's face it... you're not that complicated You just never learned to practice moderation Matter fact, your conditions rather classic You want the fellas to respect you the girls to be attracted You only want everyone to hear you To live your life forever and the world to revere you And I respect that, I dig the approach So i'll keep pushing till they bury us both But just remember... when you're at the next show I know where you been And I control where you go