Artist: Rittz f/ Scar Album: Next to Nothing Song: Lonely Typed by: Nickolye16@aol.com * deluxe edition bonus track [Rittz] Yeah... Yea-uh-yeah... Yea-uh-yeah [Chorus: Scar] Been out on the road so long I (long I) I feel like I'm locked out my own life It could be worse, it ain't like I'm dyin Lonely is my company Can't wait to get home and relax (relax) But I'm out here grindin, believe that It could be worse but the fact remains that Lonely is my company [Rittz] Uh, this tourin shit ain't what you think it is Comin up in this music biz ain't glamorous We just left Atlanta, drove from Boston to Los Angeles Somewhere in between I lost my mind like I began to just party like I'm tryin to die, call an ambulance I almost overdosed again, my time is mostly spent alone inside this room, I'm at some shitty Motor Inn There's roaches in the shower but the show is in an hour When it's over we inside the van on the road again Last night I got so drunk that I was comatose, I went and punched a bunch of holes up in the wall and broke my hand Pukin blood from too much liquor trippin, snortin coke with fans One of my closest friends, called my phone and asked me how's it been Told him man, I been Yeah [Chorus] [Rittz] Yeah, on tour with Tech I had to catch a plane to Hollywood, mansion in the hills Shootin "Switch Lanes", I done made it, can't believe it's real Right in the middle of us filmin got some texts, from my girl Pictures of her bloody face, she slit her wrist and fell Pills in her system, doctors said she tried to kill herself Put her in a padded room, sent her to a mental health facility, they're tellin me that they won't let her out A thousand miles away there's only so much I could do to help Now my album's comin out in like a week or so My video's on MTV, the love of my life is stuck in Georgia Regional They let her use the phone, she called me and she's cryin Sayin "Get me out!" "I'm tryin," at the meet and greet I'm lyin Like I'm fine, I've been dyin Yea-uh-yeah [Chorus] [Rittz] I was out on tour with Snow and Jarren Benton, it's so embarrassin when you're drunk and actin dumb, a ton of strangers there to witness Late nights with DJ Crisis gettin drunk and talkin bid'ness In the winter overheatin, turnin on the air condition Mostly, I was lonely, talkin no one there to listen Cryin in the mirror, starin at my own reflection Drugs and alcohol got me all emotional Overall I'm in no condition to battle my own addiction Before you know it though the tour is over so it's history Missin Thanksgiving Day but hey you made it home for Christmas You see the one you love and try to pick up where you left it I love her and I missed her but she say I'm actin distant Told her listen, I've been Yea-uh-yeah [Chorus]