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Artist: Rittz f/ Scar
Album:  Next to Nothing
Song:   Lonely
Typed by: Nickolye16@aol.com 

* deluxe edition bonus track

[Rittz]
Yeah...
Yea-uh-yeah...
Yea-uh-yeah

[Chorus: Scar]
Been out on the road so long I (long I)
I feel like I'm locked out my own life
It could be worse, it ain't like I'm dyin
Lonely is my company
Can't wait to get home and relax (relax)
But I'm out here grindin, believe that
It could be worse but the fact remains that
Lonely is my company

[Rittz]
Uh, this tourin shit ain't what you think it is
Comin up in this music biz ain't glamorous
We just left Atlanta, drove from Boston to Los Angeles
Somewhere in between I lost my mind like I began to just
party like I'm tryin to die, call an ambulance
I almost overdosed again, my time is mostly spent
alone inside this room, I'm at some shitty Motor Inn
There's roaches in the shower but the show is in an hour
When it's over we inside the van on the road again
Last night I got so drunk that I was comatose, I went
and punched a bunch of holes up in the wall and broke my hand
Pukin blood from too much liquor trippin, snortin coke with fans
One of my closest friends, called my phone and asked me how's it been
Told him man, I been
Yeah

[Chorus]

[Rittz]
Yeah, on tour with Tech I had to catch a plane to Hollywood, mansion in the hills
Shootin "Switch Lanes", I done made it, can't believe it's real
Right in the middle of us filmin got some texts, from my girl
Pictures of her bloody face, she slit her wrist and fell
Pills in her system, doctors said she tried to kill herself
Put her in a padded room, sent her to a mental health
facility, they're tellin me that they won't let her out
A thousand miles away there's only so much I could do to help
Now my album's comin out in like a week or so
My video's on MTV, the love of my life is stuck in Georgia Regional
They let her use the phone, she called me and she's cryin
Sayin "Get me out!" "I'm tryin," at the meet and greet I'm lyin
Like I'm fine, I've been dyin
Yea-uh-yeah

[Chorus]

[Rittz]
I was out on tour with Snow and Jarren Benton, it's so embarrassin when
you're drunk and actin dumb, a ton of strangers there to witness
Late nights with DJ Crisis gettin drunk and talkin bid'ness
In the winter overheatin, turnin on the air condition
Mostly, I was lonely, talkin no one there to listen 
Cryin in the mirror, starin at my own reflection
Drugs and alcohol got me all emotional
Overall I'm in no condition to battle my own addiction
Before you know it though the tour is over so it's history
Missin Thanksgiving Day but hey you made it home for Christmas
You see the one you love and try to pick up where you left it
I love her and I missed her but she say I'm actin distant
Told her listen, I've been
Yea-uh-yeah

[Chorus]