Artist: Rittz
Album:  Top of the Line
Song:   Just Say No
Typed by: Nickolye16@aol.com 

[Intro: Rittz]
Dear Lord, please forgive me
I'm so ashamed of everything that I've done
I'm tryin to be a better person, God
I need your help

[Rittz]
Who the fuck gon' pick me up when I fall?
Waitin on my Xanax to dissolve
Eat a bar just to go on stage
Just a bottle was a problem that I just can't solve
On the Slumerican Made Tour last fall
Everything snowballed, lookin back and I'm appalled
Hit an all-time low, had a two-month binge
on that +Blow+ and I know you heard that song
But this real life
Ever wake up from a drunk night like you pissed people off?
That was me the whole tour, when I got home
I was so embarrassed, had me feelin like I need to call
'Wolf and say sorry for bein so obnoxious
and constantly actin like a junky, a Jay
On his bus doin bumps in my bunk
In the dark, from my heart and the A

[Chorus: Rittz - singing]
God bless my soooooul
Demons followin me everywhere I gooooo
Got temptation in my face I can't controooool
Tryin to chase them down this straight and narrow roooooad
Here I gooooo
Just say no!

[Rittz]
But I can't, goin up to fans
about to damn near beg for drugs
Tellin them I can get 'em into backstage
if they get me some, my self-respect was gone
I stayed up all night with Ounce and Big Henry
then go and get a room about 2 PM
Eatin Xanax in the afternoon cause I'm panickin from the coke
My heart don't know what mood it's in
I FaceTime with my girl in my room
and when I finally fall asleep I make her watch
It's a daily routine, I tell her I can't breathe
and to keep an eye on me, just in case I stop
Look at my face in shock, my nose was so inflamed and swollen
So much abuse to it that it got infected
It's five times it's normal size
Plus I blew my knee out drunk tryin to slapbox a wrestler
Up at Winston Salem, about to hit the E.R.
It's hard to explain yourself
Why your nose is the size of Gonzo's
The doc knows you're a cocaine addict, you can only blame yourself
Here I am in the hospital bed
But instead of regret I'm thinkin 'bout the cocaine I left
on the bus I officially flushed
I told my girl I'm okay, I'll be home in two days to rest
I got home...
But really all the damage was done
Couldn't go out into public without bein nervous
and my dick didn't work for like a month
Couldn't bend my knee up in physical therapy
But as far as coke and the urge, I was done
Didn't learn shit
cause I did the same thing on the next tour run

[Chorus] w/ ad libs

[Outro: Rittz]
No! {*echoes*}
No! {*echoes*}
NO!! {*echoes*}
Yeah, fuck it give me some
I'll do a little bit {*big sniff, chokes, sighs*}
Yeah, fuck... {*echoes*}