Artist: Tech N9ne f/ Jay Trilogy, Krizz Kaliko
Album:  PTSD (Warrior Built) {S}
Song:   PTSD (Warrior Built)
Typed by: Nickolye16@aol.com 

[Intro: Tech N9ne]
Uh-huh, yup, OK, whatever
Don't try to talk to me like you know what this is
Yeah I know I might have symptoms that are familiar to you
But, I got this
Thanks anyway

[Chorus: Krizz Kaliko]
Don't let this eat me alive
I only can see this world from the inside
And I'm holdin it inside
Feel like I could cock it back and let it go!
And nothin's makin sense
And I have no patience for anything
So I'm goin on everything
Somebody get me out of here

[Tech N9ne]
You don't see what I see so how the hell you gonna stop these
voices in my head that got me awfully rocky? Do you copy?
Traumatized much, from homicide, what?
Don't wanna flip but mama I must be the one that I trust
I ain't got no friend, I ain't got no grin
But I'm macho when I lock load and I block foes in
When I stop souls in a rock hold, I'ma drop those sins
In a box so slim, inside of my nog' grows grim
My hurt it goes deep, I serve and go weep
A verticle leap when you're alert in your sleep
Was a word of a treatment, somebody murdered more peace
Inside of my third it's so bleak, done so much dirt I go leap to chief

[Chorus]

[Tech N9ne]
I'm thinkin about my lady, is she doin somethin shady
like havin dudes around my baby? Situations got me crazy!
Brainiac in subjects, but a maniac in public
Where they train me at is insane, we sat with no zany act, we in thuggish
mode, feelin my love is, cold
In about a minute I'ma flip my top, gonna watch my mug explode
What I need right now from my lady is a kiss and a hug it, shows
Got a grudge it, holds; God bless my rugged, soul
But I got it, I'm stable, I'm for real and I'm willin and able
Got you feelin I'm ill and I'm crazed, go get the manic depressant pill on the table
What'll keep me cool, is a good birthday for my baby girl
'Til that time I'm dealin with my mind and trippin up with the crime in this crazy world

[Chorus]

[Jay Trilogy]
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Look in my eyes, you could probably see
the crazy feats of danger that I survived
Don't wanna relive 'em, if you make me then I get livid
I might just go commit a crime
I can feel 'em starin at me all crazy
like they don't understand what I be s-sayin
But you ain't seen death
man I been awake for seven days and I just cannot stop shakin
So now I'm 'bout to take another shot
and try to battle all my demons, can't let 'em win
I'ma take a semi-automatic into my dream
and pop shots 'til they all drop to the end
That was goin fine, 'til I had a small flashback
and they all started risin from the dead
Now they start to double and double
man this shit's overwhelming but I gotta find a exit quick
My psychiatrist told me I ain't got no hope
I ain't got no pills that I can pop to cope
Just need to buckle down and try to battle it out
and try to dodge the shit that they about to throw
Know I put in the hours but it still feels like
I got a loose grip on my skill set
But fuck it, know I need to get a grip on my head
if I'm really 'bout to do this
All or nothin man I gotta give it all I got
one shot gotta make this shit count, I'm on the clock
Watch, my shit tockin
sweat drippin from the top of my head fall into my eyes, so God
Please help me do my best then pop
there's a hole in my bullet-proof vest
Shot to the chest, man I'm runnin outta breath
but I can't leave this world 'til I lay this shit to rest
Ahh!

[Chorus]