Artist: Dave Album: PSYCHODRAMA Song: Drama Typed by: Cedmaster3K [Intro: Dave's brother] Like man was sayin', bruv Many nights, man prayed bruv Somewhere, someone's gonna help me, through this man Someone's gonna help bring me out of this shit, you know? Time, it took a while for man to recognize boy Who you were gonna send, and you know what? Mans, I'm very proud I'm very happy to see it's one of my own innit, you know? And boy, I know none of this is easy, you know? I'm just proud to be, to be witnessing what's going on man, you know? [Dave] Look, I don't know where to start But I just done my first psychodrama And I hope the world hears my craft I'm excited man, I pray you get to hear my craft From our childhood, our mother didn't hear me laugh I'm presentin' you the future, I don't fear my past I ain't got a tattoo anywhere near my arms But best believe on my sleeves' where I wear my heart Do you know how easy it is to be a sinner? How many losses you need before you can be a winner? Reason with a criminal that needs to eat a dinner Is it survival of the fittest or is he a killer? Losin' dad was big, losin' you was even bigger Never had a father and I needed you to be the figure We're forgettin' we had a brother that was even bigger We were figures just tryna figure out who could be a figure... My brothers never spoke to each other when I was growin' up I remember tryna build a bridge, I wasn't old enough I pray I hold the game for as long as you man can hold a grudge Years went by, I know it's fucked, I had to hold it up for mummy on my own, I know it's tough, I got the coldest blood I remember when you got sentenced and I was throwin' up It's like they took a piece of my freedom when I had opened up I just lost the only fuckin' person that I idolized For my entire life I copied you down to the finest line Bro I got a flame in my mind that I'm tryna firefight The pill I had to swallow wasn't bitter, it was cyanide I learn over time, separation issues I describe are probably the reasons that I struggle feelin' anything I ain't got a vision of a marriage or a wedding ring It's world domination in music or it ain't anything I'm obsessed, focused on the objective Tell a don yes, disagree, I object Used to treat my women like an object Girls want a monster come and see I'm the Loch Ness, settle for a lot less I just hope you're proud of me brother, it's been a long stretch You're my hero and prior to this I was livin' on the edge like a house on a cliff But now I'm livin' in the +present+ like my house was a gift I'm goin' psycho, this scene's mine bro Rappers wanna diss me, it's only online though They put the "mic" and "soft" in the micro- -soft? Not I bro, swimmin's the only time I can lie though And lemme be genuine Anybody rich my age is American, kickin' ball or inherited It only makes sense I'm independent, knowin' everything it happened how I'm tellin' it You niggas aren't gettin' it I'm comin' from the struggle, I survived and I'm still here Used to bump trains, that's two ways, I don't feel fear I don't know trust, I know a tight bond will tear Like a good wig, I can't tell you if it's real here I'm from South London brother, people gettin' killed here You can make a mil' but you can lose it if you're still here I lost over thirty grand to family, I'm still here The word don't appeal to me, you steal from me, I'm still here Bro I wasn't made for this I don't get a break but I'm aware of what breakin' is I wish you could take a hint as well as you can take the piss I don't even speak to our brother, man I just pray for him, it's never too late for him Life is at its craziest, walls started cavin' in All the things I've seen would turn a theist atheist I didn't get 99 marks in English, I was fakin' it I got 98 cause I don't know what a vacation is... If you saw God, what would you say to Him? If given the chance, would you have taken it? If you could rewind time, what would you change in it? Do you believe in what an angel is? Furthermore, do you believe in what the devil is? Do you believe that I can illustrate what Streatham is Then break the fourth​ wall and base "Lesley" on my relatives? I'm grateful for my life because I aimed for this Every bad moment, every single fuckin' day of this People lookin' at me, that's what fame can bring But to understand the stairs, you take steps then retrace the shit I tell my circle, the future's ours, we're shapin' it The past is just the reason I had came to this... I thank God for the pain because it made me this [Outro: Dave's brother] Don't know if you remember them days bruv I see them days, one night in particular bruv I think, um, for some reason, man put on a beat It was us in the front room, freestylin', bar-for-bar I don't even know how old you was these times bruv Probably about, mmm, 10, 9, 10 Yeah man, when I think about it now I think about the transition, them days there, you had no bars But, let's be real, did anyone bruv? You know what I mean? It's called context bruv But, it was mad fun bruv But the stuff nowadays today, it's proper man, you know what I mean man? I think man's, uh, definitely blessed to see how the whole ting's come together Sometimes when I think it was, "JKYL+HYD" man You played man, that one there Man was thinkin', "Yo, this one here is a banger" bruv I remember, when I heard that one live on the On the airwaves for the first time bruv, we was pumpin' it Man come to my door was like "Rah man, that's a bit loud, you know?" I'm like, "Fam, that's my brudda", he's like "Yeah?" And you know, on your birthday, man sent you a little card And it begins, 'Jesse made seven of his sons pass before Samuel But Samuel said to him, "The Lord has not chosen these." So he asked Jesse, "Are these all the sons you have?" "There is still the youngest," Jesse answered, "but he's tending the sheep." Samuel said, "Send for him, we will not sit down to eat until he arrives." So he sent and had him brought in He was ruddy and of fine appearance and handsome features And then the Lord said, "Rise and anoint him, he's the one."' Bro, you know what that means? Say no more man