Artist: MidaZ the Beast Album: Loops Song: In My Life Typed by: @MidaZ In my life I've seen scenes Tailor made for movie screens Friends flip to enemies And dream upon me injuries Cash low This is me The asshole Vividly remember things fast glow The memories usually past slow I rose from out the water where the thugs drown Momma wanted a daughter And my father couldn't ever put the drugs down Lived through empty promises dun Was showed the path by the honor less ones Moms never told a lie tho I realized the fate of some men Just use ya real eyes The pain'll come in You see they real lives I had confidence issues I couldn't conquer them simple So it turned into a monster my mental There's an inner me I've blocked from the pencil To keep the outer presentable Sometimes I wanna shout in my interviews But who'll hear me I'm less of a man if my jewels teary So I sit alone and play groove theory In my life I rarely said thank you but there's a few people I owe a thank you too My aunts and my uncles I'd like to thank you too You can act like you don't know why but I think you do The world don't revolve around me Ya'll think I think it do See my life aint been a crystal stair All the time feeling like I missed the fair The name of life aint mr fair I move slow like its troubling to switch the gears When I speak on me I'm not just trying to get you scared In my life I had friends I coulda saved from they fates Do it again and I'd have taken they place But I learned life shies from making mistakes That's why I might cry but take it as hey What can you do right I used to open my pad and write by the moonlight Now I keep those feelings inside Wrapped in cocoons tight I read a story bout black thought He keeps in his pocket All the tragedy he faced in his life I see his logic See it's tough for me to spill out to ya'll cats Personal issues of what I've been through I aint ready for all that I'm one of those guys who gave his heart to a woman During candid conversation and the chick never called back In my lifeā¦